KEPERGIANMU ..

" Selamat tinggal kasih sampai kita jumpa lagi, aku pergi takkan lama. Hanya sekejap saja, kua akan kembali lagi. Asalkan engkau tetap menanti . "

Bagi ku, penggalan lagu diatas bukanlah sekedar lagu. Lagu itu adalah lagu yang pernah dya nyanyikan bersamaku . Lagu yang aku jadikan kenangan, karena mungkin lagu itu dinyanyikan disaat yang sangat mencerminkan kondisi yang sebenar-benarnya terjadi. Kondisi yang harus aku terima, walau seumur hidup aku tdk menginginkan hal itu. yaa.. tak lain dan tak bukan adalah PERPISAHAN. Saat dimana aku harus merelakan dya pergi, jauh meninggalkanku. Sungguh, jika aku bisa mengatur duniaku, aku ingin menghapus hari itu dari hidupku. ya, hari dimana aku harus mengucapkan SELAMAT TINGGAL kpd orang yang selama ini aku kasihi. Sedih yang kurasa, tak dapat aku ungkapkan, karena aku tak ingin dya tahu kenyataan itu. Kenyataan bahwa aku mencintainya, kenyataan bahwa aku menyayanginya lebih dari sekedar SAHABAT .

A TOUCH NEVER FELT

I have never wanted anything in my life
As much as I want you
When you whisper such sweet love
In my ear when we talk

You make me melt into a puddle
Of complete helplessness
You have become my every waking thought
And my every dream at night

I breathe in so hard
Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk
I close my eyes so tight
Hoping when I open them you will be there

But I know I have to wait
Until the time is right
It seems so far away
That I think I am losing my mind

CRY BECOUSE OF YOUR LOVE

Today I visited a place
Located deep in the mind,
Felt a strong presence linger
Melody of the love song

Memories awakening
Providing unwanted feelings
Only one felt so strongly
The feeling of missing you

Can't stop myself from reminiscing
Thinking of our time together
How is it that I'm able to smile...
when I've got this hint of sadness?

Torn by remembering
That you once were a believer
We use to share imaginations
That brought our love to life

Even though it has been a while
It's clear that I haven't forgotten
Just know that I never will
Because It's my heart you got in

And Now u've gone

Kini, hatiku tergores kesedihan
Ketika terucap salam perpisahan
Walau air mataku tak berlinang
Bukan berarti suatu kerelaan
Saat-saat langkah terayun
Jarak kita-pun semakin membentang
Akankah semuanya jadi terkenang
Atau hanyut terbawa gelombang
Bahkan mungkin terkubur oleh waktu dan keadaan

A TEAR ON MY PILLOW

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

PLEASE CARRY HIM SOFTLY BACK TO ME

Someone do something to bring him back
My heart is breaking, I ache from my lack….

Lack of his words, his love his face,
God give me just a moments miracle.
Dear God ,
Please carry him softly back to me.

There must be something you can do
Rewind the days is all you have to do.

Bring back his eyes, his words of love
Stop my tears, I have cried enough.

Bring him back somebody please….
Before I fall down to my knees.

Without him here, I must confess
I am left with only emptiness.

Look at me now- is this how it should be?
Please someone....
bring him back to me.

I WANT U TO KNOW

I want you to know...
That I love you so.
Deep in my heart is where you'll stay,
Each and everyday,
Now, forever, and always.

I want you to know...
That I'll always be there,
To show you how much I care.
I'll never let you down
I'll do anything to keep away your frown.

I want you to know...
How much you mean to me
You're my eyes to see,
My heart to beat, and my air to breathe,
Without you, there's no me.

I want you to know...
That "I Love You".

LOVE U IN SILENCE

You came into my life
Quietly, simply, tenderly...
The world stood still
I could not say a word
Nor a single gestured showed.

The feeling kept in my heart
So I've loved you in silence
Worshipped ypu from a distance
And dreamt of you so often.

I want to say I Love You,
But I'm afraid...
Afraid that you'll just take it for granted.
In silence then, I'll just love you.
In silence I'll find...
The fulfillment of my dreams.